September 2010
41 posts
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August 2010
80 posts
TMI Tuesday. Ask me things.
I sleep topless.
bekunia asked: you're hair is sweet!
“Ma personne est au-dessus de vous et de vos maîtres. Vous pouvez me tuer, non me...”
– Albert Camus from “Les Justes”
smileforthis-deactivated2011020 asked: so, i pretty much think you're really pretty. i hope you have a good day/night. :]
mandiface asked: Just wanted to tell you. You're gorgeous. Hence, the following; (:
I smell like.....
Sex, tattoo ointment, burnt hair, strawberries.
"you fucked up"
Said my best friend to me after I told him about getting high off of coke and painkillers even though I stopped. I guess I relapsed? But it felt sooo good. I felt guilty but soo nice. Shit. I fucked up.
probably-incredible asked: your hair is a really lovely colour :)
andylykspickles asked: Hey, how's it going? :]
forbiddenfruitz asked: Thanks for the follow!
smileinyoursleeep asked: thanks for following :D
Day ten: one confession.
I skipped day nine: two smileys that describe my life right now, because I don’t fucking care.
So. Confession time.
Although I may seem confident, I feel really lost and confused about who I am and my choices. I have to convince myself every day that I can pull through and be who I need to be in order to survive. I’m shaking on the inside on most days.
“It’s no longer “that’s what she said.” it’s...”
2 tags
Day eight: three turn ons
1. Tattoos (not tacky) and piercings (not too many that it overpowers the natural beauty)
2. A sense of confusion. (I hate when people think they know everything and have everything figured out)
3. Rough around the edges.
Day seven: four turn offs
1. Ed hardy wearing douche bags
2. Religion preaching
3. Being judgemental and a bitch/jerk before knowing someone. (without reason)
4. Ugly and tacky tattoos
Day six: five people who mean alot
1. Ethan
2. Billy
3. David
4. Bianca
5. My dogs.
Day five: six things you wish you've never done
Let me just say I don’t regret much so this is hard.
1. Cheating on my now best friend with a douche bag
2. Letting my drug problem get way outta control
3. Not standing up for myself during certain situations
4. Letting a certain douche bag get to me and mess with me
5. Not realizing about my parents sooner
6. Not making a move on a girl I liked. (this was before I officially came out...
Day four: seven things that cross your mind alot.
1. If I’m ever gonna break from who I used to be
2. The safety of my close friends
3. If I’m strong enough or if I’m too weak
4. If it’s ever gonna be enough
5. If trust can become an everyday word
6. How am I still alive
7. How can I help
Day three: eight ways to win your heart
1. Understanding and relatability. If I don’t get you, if you get me, there’s no way I can trust you enough to give you my heart.
2. Say what’s on your mind. Don’t hold back just because you think it may offend me.
3. Be true to yourself. I can’t love you if you don’t love you.
4. Don’t judge. Just because you don’t understand something,...
candlemass asked: Hi, you're very pretty and I like your blog. thanks for the follow!
@Bianca
biancasebasta replied to your post: Day two: Nine things about yourself
YEAH! trust the lesbian.
Fuck yeah. That’s you! :)
Day two: Nine things about yourself
1. I’m in a relationship now. We’ve been going out for 6 months. This is the longest I’ve been with someone. This is also the first person I’ve been with that I havnt cheated on and/or been cheated on by.
2. I used to be deep into hard core drugs, especially cocaine and I would abuse pain killers to the point where I was addicted. Haven’t touched either in 7 months....
Day one. 10 things you wanna say to 10 different...
1. Fuck off, you’re not worth my time.
2. I miss you so much
3. You’re the best friend anyone can have and I’m here for you.
4. You changed my life for the better
5. I’m not like you at all
6. Stop trying to control me
7. I’m so sorry for ever hurting you
8. I feel like were barely friends anymore
9. Thanks for making me stronger, you selfish junkie
10....
10 Day Challenge.
canihavemyheartback:
-suchprettywords:
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. Day Two: Nine things about yourself. Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart. Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot. Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done. Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs. Day Eight: Three...
aquavitaecollective asked: It WAS. But it's silver/green/brown/blonde now. But when the hairs fall out they look clear D: I'M SO CONFUSED
livefromplanetearth asked: what hair dye have you used in your profile picture? and how dark is your natural haircolor? Sorry if you've been asked this million times already.
aquavitaecollective asked: Thank you for following me <3 I'm jealous of your hair :T
livefromplanetearth asked: I like your tumblr, you seem interesting. (and quite gorgeous)^^
shinynaykitty-deactivated201106 asked: Ohhmyyyy!
You're my 50th follower,
I wana do something amazing coz you're now amazingly amazing and super special awesome fantastic :DD (I'm sure you were all these things before you became my 50th follower though xD)
I like your hair :3
<3
You're my 50th follower,
I wana do something amazing coz you're now amazingly amazing and super special awesome fantastic :DD (I'm sure you were all these things before you became my 50th follower though xD)
I like your hair :3
<3
C'est à cause de vous que je me suis rendue comme...
aquavitaecollective asked: I saw you on fuckyeahbisexuals and then I followed you! That's the end of my story. I would've put more effort into it and included... *thinks a while*... EXPLODING BUNNY RABBITS. AND AND AND AND UM GOD BEING STRUCK THROUGH THE HEAD WITH ONE OF ZEUS'S LIGHTNING BOLTS OMG THIS IS DEFINITELY GOING TO BE MY NANOWRIMO STORY IF I CAN BE BOTHERED
shinynaykitty-deactivated201106 asked: Hello there pretty lady ;3
<3
<3
skillfulsailors-deactivated2012 asked: You're adorable from what I can see in your icon picture :]]
I love my best friend.
He’s making me home made bagels at 230 in the fucking morning cause I asked! I love him. Thanks Ethan :)
TMI Tuesdays.
I havnt showered in the past 5 days. I’ve also had sex in the past 5 days.
I have something called a mood disorder.
Thank you traumatic experiences and dangerous substance abuse.
You've only been gone a few days.....
…and weirdly I already miss you. I miss the feel of your lips and the look you give me when I’m on your mind. Come back soon.
Disappointed
That words not even in my vocabulary. I’ve trained myself to never trust anyone enough to be disappointed. To always expect the worst. Of course I have maybe 3 or 4 exceptions but once again, I must always except the worst. I try not, but that’s just how my brain works.
Leave me a message.
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You're pathetic
Move the fuck on. What we had was nothing more then me being high and lonely and you being abusive and dishonest. I’m neither high, nor lonely anymore. However, you’re even more dishonest about your abuse. Fuck you.
Really?!
You think you can control me with your forcing and your threats? Well guess what, I’m not a washed up junkie anymore so I’m not gonna deal with your abusive bullshit. You can’t tell me what to do anymore because i don’t need you. Yeah, I got scared when you started threatening me again because I have the scars to remind me of our past. But, then I remember that I’m...
American troops are killing innocents....again. →
